Think of the ones you love–whether persons, hopes, dreams–
reach down deep
into the recesses of your tenuous, tired heart
and see that you have the strength to keep going
simply because you care.
He longs to join the caring,
as the one who raised it in you,
like a breadmaker who works his hands into the dough.
Let the yeast permeate–
let him work his caring deeper into you.
we feel alone in caring.
Rather than tasting
the sweet warmth of freshly-baked bread,
we feel the tearing of crust from flesh,
the scabs of our past caring that left wounds.
Because caring hurts.
In this world, to care is to risk everything.
Do you feel it?
The temptation to turn it off.
Switch to autopilot,
switch to obligation,
switch to apathy.
The heat is turning up.
Don’t turn it off, friend.
Unless a grain of wheat falls to the ground and dies, it cannot bear fruit (John 12:24).
Then grain must be threshed before it can be dough.
Bread must go through the fire before it can be eaten.
Death is promised–and you will feel it–but it’s not permanent.
is his hands cupped around bread, the breaking;
and his hands cupped around blood, the pouring.
is communion with him in the needing,
and connection with him in the kneading,
and resurrection with him in the rising.
is his care for your life.
If we could get the perspective of this breadmaker-caregiver,
could it change the risk in caring?
When I look at your heavens, the work of your fingers, the Psalmist sings,
what is the son of man that you care for him? (8:3-4).
Lift your eyes a little higher than the heat.
(Jesus calls himself the “son of man,” remember?)
You have put him a little lower than God and crowned him with glory and honor.
You have given him dominion over the works of your hands;
you have put all things under his feet (5-6).
Including discouragement, defeat, death.
Whether you are the one giving care or the one needing care,
or, like most of us, a little of both,
the man who was made perfect by the breaking, who was the first to do the raising,
is the one who wants to share in your suffering.
God wants to lend you his strength.
But let your hand be on the man of your right hand, the son of man whom you have made strong from yourself (Psalm 80:17).
“Humble yourselves, therefore, under the mighty hand of God so that at the proper time he may exalt you, casting all your anxieties on him, because he cares for you…
And after you have suffered a little while, the God of all grace, who has called you to his eternal glory in Christ, will himself restore, confirm, strengthen, and establish you” (1 Peter 5:6, 7, 10).